Excruciating Pain: My Battle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by quick shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with intense discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually start with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose bizarre treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a